One suicide too preventable.One hurt too much.One dream too big.One tear too many.One time too trusting.One fear too great.One reason too small.One pain too unbearable.One lie too believable.One friend too lost.One heart too broken.One scar too fresh.One cut too deep.One girl now dead.
Dreaming Of TearsDreaming Of TearsWeary-eyedWeakened to the very coreTraumatizedI can't endure this anymoreI'm going to black outAnd be transported to a realmWhere my screams don't make a soundHate keeps me bound while I leave my fears to drown-I loath the days without restI despise the nights of endless stressThough I can't settle for anything lessBecause lower than this is deathIt's like living and sleeping within tortuous realitiesEven though I'm unconscious- there is no such thing as rest for meNo one knows how powerful my dreams can beNo one knows all of the graphic images I've seenDive into the ocean! / Swim through the thorns!Let your pain open! / Allow your skin to mourn!The memories start to fillThen time stands stillA level of this kind of guiltIs more than enough to killI don't know whats worse- my dreamsOr all of the secrets that I keepIt's hard to believeThis is what I call 'sleep'-In these impure watersI bathe in the poolsThose of a cowardWho
Just say goodbyeYou want to know my storybut are you really sure?It's not like you can save menot like you're the cure.My story's on my bodyit's hidden from the world.To all of them I'm happyjust another girl.I've got to sayLeave me alone, let me bePlease let go, can't you see.I don't want anyone to watch me bleed and cry.Just leave me alone, just say goodbye.It's all hidden from them allThe pain inside my head.And because I never toldit's always been like that.There's nobody I knowthat could ever understand.I'm lost in all of my thoughtslost in no-mans land.Just go awayLeave me alone, let me bePlease let go, can't you see.I don't want anyone to watch me bleed and cry.Just leave me alone, just say goodbye.I don't know what to doCan you save meDon't know what lie is trueAm I worthyDo you think I'm worth your time,did you think that I was fineDo you know that everything I do's a lie?Please baby stayLeave me alone, let me beDon't let go, can't you see.I don't want anyo
I'm The Girl Who...~~Who Am I?~~I'm the girl who...Would rather stay insideThan go out with her friendsWould watch anime all day longAnd never get sick of itLoves to listen to blaring musicEven if it might make her deafWould prefer to stay in on sunny daysTo write poems about feelingsEats and eats and eatsUntil she is satisfiedDoesn't care what people thinkAs long as she does the right thingWants to fall in loveBut is too afraid to get hurt